User blog:Sekiranun/Looking Back

Befoe I start this potentially long or short blog post, I am fully aware that this wiki is absolutely dead and has no chance of reviving from this death, but as I begin to enter high school in a few months, I think it's nice to look back on how I was before.

On January 18th, 2015, I joined this wiki. I remember saying I was 13 always then, but in reality, the day I joined, I was 9 years, 7 months, and 4 days old. I don't remember what happened when I joined, and I don't remember the drama either, but I remember the dramatic love story I had with Wolf and being a thirsty nine year old and having a crush on nightmare. It's embarrasing, looking back on it now, as I even changed my username to "DreamareSakuraKinomoto" because I wanted to match usernames.

A few days ago, I remembered this wiki, because a memory came to me of one day listening to the second japanese ending of the anime this wiki was/is based around, and beginning to tear up, as it was near the end of the year and when Tenkai Knights was ending. I looked back on all of my edits and message walls, and even all the drama. As a 9 year old, I didn't realize how bad this all was, but now, I do.

It's awkward here.

People didn't let the wiki die peacefully, and instead linger over Unity being however he was, and that's not the point. This wiki is dead. There's no point in lingering in the past when everyone has left and the only real edits at this point is just article cleanup. It's petty to see people doing this.

I liked when I was here. I felt nice. It was fun. But now I understand, that this wiki was a whole mess.