Thread:Unity29/@comment-5670835-20150904211118/@comment-30185470-20150905013931

Anon, let me just cut to the chase. I might not be coming back to chat until three things happen.

One, I get a apology from two users since they've been bullying me this whole time.

Two, one of them must leave this wiki forever. It's not fair he gets away with anything and doesn't get punished for it. I can't go to three wikis' because of him. If he really has a heart, he'd do the right thing by telling the truth to two wikis, saying I'm not a terrible person and that he lied to hurt me because he can't deal with his own issues. Since he got me off three wikis, it be fair if he leaves this one for good and officially makes a promise to not come back. This promise needs to be on a thread where everybody can see. if he can do all of that, promise to leave forever, then I would consider all of that as an apology because "sorry" doesn't cut the countless months of bullying caused by him.

Three, and this is very important, I want to be forgiven by Night's group and I want the right to say how I feel on any topic without being crucially judged and instead be respected from the choices I make. I have a heart too, you know. I have a voice as well, and I won't be silenced like a candle. If I have an opinion, let me say it. Once the words come out, if people agree, I would like to see them agree with me. If they really are buddies, they would choose my side, whether it's right or wrong because the more I'm left out alone on a subject, the more I feel not wanting to talk at all. If people are going to hate my thoughts, go ahead, but don't act like a smart alec and tell me everything wrong about my choices. DO I honestly need to be reminded of the mistakes I made? No! I'm not an infant. I'm 17, for god's sake. Let the boy think for himself for once and allow him to make a choice. The only person who's allowed to tell me what I've done wrong, apart from parents and other adults, is me. It's my job to remind myself what I done wrong so I can improve. Nobody here can tell me how my life is going to be. I am conscious and this is my life. I will choose what paths will be taken. If I make a good choice, good, If it's bad one, instead of having people tackle on you and tell you what I horrible person you are for making a bad choice, they should be supporting you and at least give you some credit, respect, and slack for trying. I, for one, can take criticism. The problem being that if that's something I see everyday, that starts to indicate a problem, a problem in which can't be my fault because it's not so likely for every single choice that I made were all terrible. This can make the inference that the people criticizing you hurtfully are to blame. We can all take some criticism, but would it kill a person to say something positive on the actions we made? Making bad decisions doesn't neccessarily make us bad people. Failure doesn't make us losers. Failure shows us what we've done wrong and what we can do to make things right. And besides, for the people who always criticize us, would they like it if WE did it back to them? Probably not. They would see how we feel, and that's a vision they need to see. If they refuse to see, they refuse to care about our feelings, and that's what can really hurt people.