Thread:Nightmare9188/@comment-30185470-20150524150240/@comment-30185470-20150524222437

Night, look...

I know what I've done in the past was unfair, unjust and unright. Yes, I assumbed too fast. Yes, I used powers against your wishes. Yes, I tried bending the rules. You may paint me as terrible. I didn't want all of this to happen. It's just if some people stopped the spammers, none of this would have happened. But the fact I tried to step n and stop was apparently not good enough or not good at all. I'm sorry for being such a seriolist. I'm sorry for "painting" such people in the wrong way. I'm sorry for not being the person you want me to be. It's just I have the tough life everyday. From Monday to Friday, I'm given homework by practically all classes. I also have to be here at the same time. On Saturdays and Sundays, I have to do outside and inside chores for most of the day and be here at the same time. Just like you, I already know what it feels like to not be at your community for most of the day and it appears to be sad. Look, this is our home, our community, and I don't want anyone to hurt it. I guess I couldn't control myself at the moment and I snapped, which made me look bad. I'm terribly sorry. Usually in reality, I can do that, but here, it's different. I may be a try-hard in both worlds, but I'm nothing more than a user who hurt one of his own friends. Heck, that guy may not want to be a friend anymore after what I did. I see my actions as terrible, unthoughtful, and not always right. I'm never usually right. I'm not painted as the smart one. Night, that goes to you. If you hate me and don't want to be friends anymore, I understand. This is my apology and if you don't accept it, then fine, but this is the best I can do for you. All I can do for you is not be a nuissance by any means. All I can do for you is not be a like a "king" and be more like myself. Being the best me is better than trying to be something I'm clearly not. I may never become leader or king, but I should be fortunate for what I have, not be greedy upon what I want. I should be fortunate that I have a home (online, which is here, and in real life, which is in America). I should be fortunate that I have an education. I should be fortunate that I do have freedom. I especially should be fortunate that I have family. Not everyone in the world has that. I should be fortunate that I do have all of this. I shouldn't brag about, but instead, I should cherish all of this. We all should be fortunate for what we have. I'm sorry for the past and I hope that inside you, you can see I'm just misunderstated and I deserve to be accepted as a true member again. I can promise you that there won't be any strain between us, as long as threats are dealt with. I think it's for the best that I be less active on chat. What do you think?